It is so amazing to me. How we do not trust God. How we do not trust Love, the very thing that sustains us all, we despise. I understand how our views can get distorted, and how our vision can get cloudy, and how we can get so lost. I understand that the road back home is long and it is hard full of ups, and downs. But it is true, that the love remains the same, and we are all searching, if we could just find that one day, we would all recognize that our fear is what blocked us , our own knowledge of good and evil, has hindered us from the everlasting unconditional love of an eternal God. To truly come back home where we belong, we must first take a look at this truth.
We all want, and need to feel loved, especially in a world where we are shown everyday by others how to hate instead of love. Ultimately the choice is yours to make. I’ve done it both. I have hated, and I have loved. I chose today to live in love. It is a good choice for me, and the others who have loved me. It is not important to me “How much love I receive from others, it is important to me, how much I give love to others.”
Everything good in this world was created to help me, help others for the glory of love. Yes it is a gift. I believe in the love within my heart, and I believe in the love within your heart. Just because we are unable to see that love within others, does not mean it isn’t there. Just because we our selves may not feel loved inside our own beings, dose not mean it doesn’t exist. That is Faith to me. Even when I can not see, I still believe in Love.
Every conversation that is spoken in this world looks like a code, or a matrix of the heart crying out to Love, waiting for an answer, either a direct, or an indirect answer. To say you love someone, dose not promise that the beloved will receive the heart behind the words. To show love or an act of love to the loved one, is still no promise . That is the Hope. It is always the hope.
Should we give up? Never…
My someday has arrived.

My name is Fanny Osteen I am an emerging  artist and native Fort Worth ,Texan born in 1976 to a lower class single mother and working class .

My dichotomous, artistic nature formed early at age six, drawing cartoons underneath tables in my Granny’s kitchen.

Now residing in the Arlington, TX area, I have come to express myself wholly in my art.

I use my experience as the fuel for subject matter, transforming a broken past into a positive and hopeful present and future.

Here I am giving you all the elements to help you make the connection with my art.

Take your time.

Should you feel some of my joy, sadness or presence , then I have accomplished the goal of being an effective artist.

When I am creating my art I am in a spiritual high that is as good as it gets. This feeling is worth all the sacrifices I made in my life pursuing my art. It is possible for you to reach this high and feel as good, but only if you are prepared to open yourself up to the energy that comes out of my art. Have no reservations or preconceptions. Attempt to have unconditional trust, as if you were meeting your best friend. Only then you will make the connection with my art. When you communicate with my art you will be in a better place within yourself. All bad influences will be washed away and your outlook on the mundane nature of daily activity will change. Abstract art is the picture of human emotions. If you are a sensitive and emotional person you will enjoy my art. Here I am giving you all the elements to help you make the connection with my art. Take your phone off the hook, get a cup of tea, and take your time. Should you feel some of my joy, sadness or presence there�s no need to worry about security guards. Thank you for visiting. Never give up never surrender

One thing I’m often asked in one way or another, is where my creativity comes from. Aside from talent being God-given, you must be willing to do your part in the creative process. You must be willing to look like a fool, and there’s plenty of evidence of my willingness for that around here! Creativity isn’t found in the center of our comfort zone. It lives beyond the edge. You must be willing to step out of your protective shell to embrace your creative side. That’s where the magic is at. When I first started writing my poetry, that was stepping out of my comfort zone. When I added columns that displayed my artwork, that was way out of my comfort zone. After all, I’ve always been somewhat quiet and introspective, who was I to write about life? I am somebody, I decided, and totally smashed the boundaries of my personal comfort zone. We are naturally unwilling to leave our protective shell to become truly creative. To go into the wilderness of our own unknown is risk taking. It is contrary to our nature because we are intentionally doing things we aren’t quite sure of, and our nature tells us to stay in our protected area where it’s safe, where we won’t be riduculed or laughed at. But guess what? Stepping out of your comfort zone opens whole new worlds. I’m no longer introverted, perhaps to a few folks dismay Step out of your protective shell and what you’ll discover will be exciting and enlightening. What you’ll discover will be Yourself. Not the you that others taught you to be, or that you evolved into. Not the you that you or others think you should be. But just you, creative and wonderful you. You may not be a fool, but you must be willing. As Tennyson once wrote: The shell must break before the bird can fly.

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